In this world bombarded with strangers of norms and beliefs, of perception and deceptions, there would be people who will spring up from the rest. LIke crystals from the vast pebbles and sands, they are the rarest of them all. Like you, my BEASTFRIEND… There were times when I’m in struggle and I felt like snapping, yet you were there to help me stand still and move forward. When I need to share my stories of dramas and of puzzlement, you were there to help my clear the blur of it all. On those times when I;m most stupid and unbearable, you stayed there, kept on pushing and remind me that there’s more to those stress and pressure that’s almost breaking me down. You are the most calm and composed person when all of us around you are giving you so much drama. You always understand and adjust. You always seek for the positive reasons behind the negatives of our beings. You inspire people that there’s no other way than solving trials but with talking it all over. You can be smart, composed then a whole bomb of dynamite craziness. You’re confidence and esteem pinch us everytime making it contagious. Unlike any other, you are that girl best friend you never make second thoughts of doing the extra mile for your loved one’s betterment. You have already the reasons to get hurt or get pissed of all the mood swings we project unto you, but you’ll always be there. YOu’re a sister, a comrade, a cheerio and most of all, the one who’s there, when anyone else is walking away when they can’t understand.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GONDOOOOOO!!! :)
When a bird is restrained, it becomes a figure of grotesque tyranny. It chirps, but with a sad melancholy. It swings, but without flaunting it’s beautiful wings. It’s alive, but it doesn’t show it lives.
But as you free it in the open sky, you’ll see one of the most marvelous scenery the heavens can manifest. It makes you a noble person who gave it’s rebirth. It goes back to where it truly belongs, to where it can be it’s best essence of existence can be. From looking down on it from it’s cage, now it soar high you can’t help but raise a praise of sight on it. For one can be on it’s most amazing state when it gets freed.
Once you witness this with your own eyes, you’ll never want cage it again. You’ll just wait for its return. For one thing we can remember to be a great reason to keep coming back is because that place brought out what one thing we kept during our times of oppression, HOPE.
I’ve risked and was hurt. I cared and got taken for granted. I loved and I’ve lost. I was abandoned and lost. I was mistaken and was judged. I was restrained. Yes, I was…
Now, I’ve learned. I’m ready. I’m better
Tomorrow? I will still risk. I will still care more than I cared. I will still unconditionally love. I will never be astray. I will walk pass anyone’s judgement.
We were. We are. We will be. ‘Coz I got :)
Everyday we struggle to be better that we’ve been yesterday. Every next becomes a challenge of progress. Every tomorrow is a bridge to what you want to become. But you have to realize that before you jump to what’s there, you have to see where you’re currently standing. It’s easy to say I’m gonna be like this or that tomorrow, or I’ll do this or that later, but rarely do people acknowledge the verge they’ve been through, the station they’re currently in, and then plan what the hell to do next. We tend to anticipate without concrete mind set. Thus, this is something I’m gonna prove this year. I’ll never overlook because it caused me to overreact. Little by little I’m gonna move nowhere but up. I know I’ve learned, and I know it won’t stop from learning. This time, life won’t be battlefield. I’m done with struggling. It will be a molding machine, a blacksmith’s haven. I’ll shed the old skin and be a whole new model of my own self. I know all of this will just be bogus until proven. And now I’m telling you I will.
They say as we grow old, people leave because they will choose a different way that they want. Fortunately in my case, we chose the same way LOL A lot of people hurt, annoyed, ditched and disappointed me. They are one of them at some point. The difference is, they never left. They stayed no matter how crap I am. They’re don’t have the chaching chaching and bling to brag. They have something that’s impossible to find in any relationship nowadays. A heart that accept. All my life I think I can’t have they things I want, but I guess I can have the people I need :)