Let’s dip and drift…. get lost for awhile :)
Thank you because you made believe on those times I doubt my worth.
Thank you for making me a child that I’ve never been during my early days.
Thank you for reminding me that I should keep going because it’s our plan now I’m fulfilling.
Thank you for those sneaky stares you made on me.
Thank you for those sweet nuzzles.
Thank you for letting me talk and be stupid and be an asshole.
Thank you for making me feel that yeah I’m screwed up, and yes you’ll be happy to join my mess.
Thank you for not letting go, when I feel like doing it to you.
Thank you for caring about my scars, and making me feel they’re my amazing stories.
Thank you for losing yourself in oblivion with me.
Thank you for sharing fuck up laughs with me.
Thanks for making me feel that canned goods are best when I cook it.
Thanks earlier when I’m about to give up, but then you made me feel and realize I ought to be a worthy stay.
Thank you for being there and loving me, when I don’t feel live twitching a beat anymore.
Thank you for loving me always, in all ways.
I guess one of the hardest things you’ll lose in life is your esteem. It takes a huge amount of time to collect your wits and make it to one compact gut. And as you grow, when society rubs off your face you ain’t enough, that’s when you’ll experience your first death. It takes a lot of effort to create your own self. And it takes a life time for you to stay put and make yourself established. I guess that’s the reason we’re born with our mom, birth is a struggle when faced alone. How much more is a re-birth?
No one can tell you that you can’t fly 😁
#Feeling #SummerFlip #SorryImNotSorry (at Dalitawan Falls)
Unfixed bed and unwashed dishes arw like messed up minds. They’re rotten crap of yesterdays. They are junks of accumulated catastrophe. They were once good stuff turn bad. They are remnants of experiences.
The thing about our mind is that it is like a collaboration of residual thoughts of the past and present. We let it sore our entity. And it’s our choice to just let it be kept undone or unfixed, or bring our ass up to move and clean up these fucked up we let us haunt ourselves everytime.
As I ran out of words to say on how this merry-go-round had been, I look past what had been done and what had happened to achieve this lay back. For on those days I feel doubtful about my worth, you raise my chin and tell me I shouldn’t. For on those days I feel insecure you were there to tell me I’m lovely. For on those days I almost let go, you caught my hand and hold on with.
You made me crack a different chuckle of bliss. You made me taste what’s sweeter than I’ve ever tasted it. You never reminded me of minds, rather you let me see what I have. You didn’t want me to wander and say live outside to experience life, but you brought it here in my room and made it a sanctuary.
You know I’ll never ask, but you reciprocate. You have mastered to love yourself, and radiate it towards me. You made me feel as your want, but most of all your neccessity. You never look for what I can give, but for what we can share.
You made me believe in the goodness beyond chaos
You made me cherish what my haves and haven’ts
You made me live with, in ans by love and hates
You made me twist my crooked perspectives.
You made mw breathe each day, not just to survive, but to LIVE.
We always say that what’s outside is superficial yet we find ourselves fixin’ it all our lives. I myself confess that I wanted to fix that all this time. Right now I see those people around and say why can’t I be any cooler like them? Why am I not special as they are? Why can’t I dance or sing like them? Why can I not have that physique?
My dear brethren, it’s time to get enough crap of your whys and do something. When you know outside you look good, automatically you’ll feel good. You are not trying to be superficial, you’re trying to improve :)
There would be days you’ll feel that all this time you haven’t been a good child. You’ll feel you haven’t been a caring son. You haven’t been a worthy friend. You haven’t been enough as a lover.
These times where you let time passed by unnoticed. You slipped away from opportunities. You lost from a much better road. You’ve missed a whole lot of fun.
All this time it was just good life when you know it could’ve been better. All this time you thought you did great but actually it was just mediocre. All this time you remained one of them. All this time you felt this kind of rewinds on your mind and all you do is kill your peace with these toxic thughts. Now I say get up bitch and do your thing!